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Dame MacArthur

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Dame MacArthur
12 juin 2009

So, that's it, no one ever came here... Calm,

So, that's it, no one ever came here... Calm, quiet place. Time to speak, to confess ? Surely, time went by since this space opened up, few things happened, not enough though. Speaking of what.

Personally speaking. Well. Welll. Well. Nothing actually. Meeting new people. Interesting ones. Trying to built things out. But we can't talk of great successes. Barely spent some good times now and then. Having some good trips. The question is : will i keep all these relationships alive when work will be completely over ? hard to say. it seems that it's gonna be a brand new start every time. So sad, isn't it ? is it ? dunno, really. Hope to keep a few ones, really. Scared about all this actually. About moving on, about losing what i've been builting. Scared about not have spent enough time here. about having completely wasting my time. getting older, have to keep in mind.
About the other gender. Well. Well. Well. ONCE AGAIN, not had the braveness to face things up. On time. Because it might be too late for some girl, one of those you can't get out of your mind for some nights. Been waiting for her, but it seems she's had been waiting for me and that she was bored of waiting... so. My fault. What about this other one. Sure, looks good, but not as good as the first one. Anyway, have to share some words with her... next wednesday for sure.
THINGS HAVE TO EVOLVE SHORTLY. IF NOT, THEN WHAT ?

And finally, what about the older one, the moustache one ? been having some hard times with her, with all the arguments and so on. What now ? Well, i'm waiting for her to do the first move, cause i won''t do it, i always did,  and i always had to be hard on her, and it wasn'n funny at all, especially because i always expected things to come from her, anything actually ? the funny thing is that i always keep this kind of place for her, while she doesn't deserve this, imo.

Time to end up the teenage drama thing. getting pathetic right here. thinking about all these normal and regular people who never even think about all that sort of troubles i can face. have to grow up, to face real socializing thing. quickly. getting old, have to admit.

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A peaceful, pretty and so useful weblog starts about here !
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